I JUDGE AND BASH MEN FOR THE THING THEY DO TO WOMEN.WHO DO I BLAME WOMEN IN GENERAL BECAUSE THEY ALLOW THESE MEN TO DO IT TO THEM. I'M MARRIED AND MY HUSBAND ISN'T PREFECT BUT IT'S SITUATION I'M NOT GOING TAKE FROM HIM. THE SHIT I SEE MY FRIENDS EXPERIENCE WITH THEIR MATE IS CRAZY.
THE FIRST MAN A GIRL SUPPOSE TO LOVE IS THERE FATHER, IF YOUR FATHER HURT YOU IN LIFE, WHAT MAKE YOU THINK A MAN WONT HURT YOU ALSO. MEN IN GENERAL THINK WITH THERE PENIS, INSTEAD WITH THEIR BRAINS. MEN DON'T UNDERSTAND WOMEN," WE LOVE TO DAM HARD". MEN DON'T LOVE THEY WE LOVE, MEN DON'T THINK BEFORE THEY ACT. WOMEN GOT TO DEAL WILL A LOT OF BULLSHIT FROM MEN, ALOT OF HEART ACHE AND PAIN. MEN DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT A WOMEN SHOULDN'T RAISE KIDS BY THEMSELVES, DID WE DIDN'T MADE THAT CHILDREN ALONE?. NO!. WOMEN ARE TRIED OF BEING HURT OR CHEATED ON. SOME WOMEN I KNOW LOST FAITH IN MEN IN COMPLETELY BECAUSE THERE BEEN HURT BY A MEN AND THERE ACTIONS. BLACK MEN ARE QUICK TO LEAVE WHEN TIMES GET HARD. BUT, A WOMEN STAYS AND FIGHTS WHEN TIME GET HARD. MEN ARE QUICK TO TAKE THE EASY WE OUT, BYE LEAVING OR TURNING TO ANOTHER WOMEN. SOME MEN CAUSE THEY OWN PROBLEMS. A WOMEN HAS TO PUT UP WITH TO MUCH AND MEN CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY? THEIR WOMEN OR WOMEN IN GENERAL ARE SO ANGER????.
A WOMEN HAS TO BE MOTHER AND FATHER TO THEIR CHILDREN. IS THAT FAIR NO?!.
MOTHER HAVE TO BE HARD ON ONE SIDE FIRM ON THE OTHER. I FEEL A WOMEN CAN'T TEACH THERE SON OR SONS TO BE A MAN, ONLY THEIR FATHER OR A MALE ROLE MODEL CAN. MEN DO TOO MUCH FUCK UP SHIT TODAY. MEN DON'T LOVE LIKE A WOMEN LOVE. YOU HAVE TO MUCH NEGATIVE TYPE OF MEN. ABUSIVE MEN, CONTROLLING MEN, CHEATING MEN, LIEING MEN, LAZY MEN (THEY LIVE OFF WOMEN WHO DON'T WORK). YOU HAVE TOO MANY UNEDUCATIONED MEN AND THOSE JAIL BIRDS MEN THAT CAN'T STAY OUT OF TROUBLE WITH THE LAW AND EXPECT YOU TO WAIT FOR THE THEM UNTIL THEY GET OUT OF JAIL. THEY EXPECT TO REMAIN FAITHFUL TO THEM, DON'T DATE AND WAIT BY THE PHONE FOR THEIR COLLECT CALL. THEY ALSO WANT THEIR WIVES OR GIRLFRIEND TO SEND THEN SNEAKERS,CLOTHS, WHEN HE COMES HOME THEY LEAVE OR CHEAT ON THAT SAME WOMEN WHO HELPED YOU WHILE YOU WHERE IN PRISON. THEN YOU GOT THOSE MEN THAT SWING BOTH WAYS THEM DOWN LOW BROTHERS, PLAYING DANGEROUS GAME WITH PEOPLE LIVES.
THAT'S WHY, I LEARNED NOT TO TRUST MEN AT A VERY YOUNG AGE.I SEEN TO MUCH SHIT TO DON'T TRUST A MAN. I'M MARRIED AND I DON'T TRUST MY OWN HUSBAND IT THE TRUTH. IF HE EVERY CHEAT ON ME, I'LL PAUSE ON HIS ASS, I KICK HIS ASS OUT AND HE'LL STILL PAY ALL MY BILLS, FILE SEPARATION PAPER IN COURT BUT, I'LL NEVER DIVORCE HIS ASS, IF HE WANT TO BE FREE HOMEBOY WILL HAVE TO PAY ME. MEN ARE TO SNEAKY, IF A WOMEN THROW A MAN SOME PUSSY HE'S GONNA TAKE IT, IF HE KNOW HE CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. IF HE THINK HE CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. MY FATHER WAS A SUPER DOG ALSO ANN A PROFESSIONAL LIER, LET ME EXPLAIN.
WHEN MY FATHER, ASS CHOOSE TO COME AROUND HE'LL MAKE PROMISES THAT HE WOULD NEVER KEEP. I GROW ACCUSTOM TO HIS NO SHOWS AND BROKEN PROMISES. IT HURT A LOT WHEN YOUR FATHER DOESN'T MAKE TIME FOR YOU. NOT FOR BIRTHDAYS, GRADUATION, HOLIDAYS, DOCTORS APPT, CHURCH AND HOSPITAL STAYS. MY WEDDING DAY HURTED THE MOST HE WASN'T THERE TO GIVE ME AWAY TO MY HUSBAND OR WATCH ME GET MARRIED, HE MISS OUT ON TO MUCH OF MY LIFE. WHAT HAVE I DONE FOR HIM TO ABANDON ME AND MY SISTERS. I HATED HIM, AND HATE A STRONG WORD TO USE BUT IT TRUE. HE ALSO HAD A DRUG AND HE LOVE HANGING IN THE STREET.MY MOTHER COULDN'T NEVER COLLECT CHILD SUPPORT FROM HIM BECAUSE HE COULDN'T KEEP A JOB ON THE BOOKS,HE RATHER HUSLE ON THE STREET FIRST, THEN TO WORK A NINE TO FIVE JOB. HE'LL SLEEP ALL MORNING AND HANG IN THE STREET ALL NIGHT PARTING SEVEN DAYS A WEEK THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS OF THE YEAR.
THAT HOW MY FATHER LIVED HIS LIFE, LIKE A ROLLING STONE. HE ALSO HAS OTHER CHILDREN BY OTHER WOMEN, I HAVE BROTHER AND SISTER I NEVER MET, HE HAVE A TOTAL OF TEN CHILDREN I KNOW OF. HE ALWAYS QUESTION???ME, BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO DON'T LOOK LIKE HIM. HE'S BIGGEST REASON WHY HE SAID I'M NOT HIS DAUGHTER BECAUSE I'M THE LIGHTEST OF ALL HIS TEN CHILDREN WHICH IS TRUE.WHY DIDN'T HE ASK THE JUDGE FOR A PATERNITY TEST IF HIS QUESTION ME, WHY DO I CARRIED HIS LAST NAME FROM BIRTH UNTIL I GOT MARRIED. I HAPPILY DROP WITH NO QUESTION ASK. HE ALWAYS TREATED ME DIFFERENTLY THEN MY OTHER TWO SISTER. HE ALWAYS LEFT LESS MONEY FOR ME. WHEN MY MOTHER WILL TELL ME HE WAS STOPPING BY TO SEE US, I'LL DISAPPEAR SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO SEE HIM OR MY AUNT. HIS FAMILY AND MY MOTHER FAMILY NEVER DID ANYTHING FOR ME OR MY SISTERS. MY MOTHER BASICLY RAISE HER CHILDREN ON HER OWN WE DIDN'T HAVE MUCH FAMILY IN NEW ALL OUR OTHER FAMILY LIVED DOWNSOUTH FOR REASON I WHY I NEVER COULD UNDERSTAND WHY MY MOTHER REFUSE TO SEE OR VISIT HER FAMILY MADE ME ANGRE. I DIDN'T FOUND OUT THE TRUE REASON UNTIL AFTER MY FATHER DIED IN 2003. IT BASICLY DESTROYED ME AND MY MOTHER RELATIONSHIP. PARENT SHOULD HIDE THINGS FROM THEIR CHILDREN. SECRET HAD DESTROY A PERSON LIVE.
I FELT PARENTLESS BECAUSE I DIDN'T GET ALONG WITH MY MOTHER ALSO. I GOT MORE LOVE FROM MY GODFATHER THEN MY OWN PARENTS. GOD BLESS THE DIED BECAUSE I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
I LEARN THAT IF YOU FATHER FAIL YOU. WHAT MAKE YOU THINK YOUR BOYFRIEND OR YOUR HUSBAND WILL FAIL YOU AS WELL. ALL MEN AREN'T BAD, BUT BAD MEN MAKES, IT BAD FOR ALL MEN IN GENERAL. I ALWAYS HEAR "ALL THE GOOD MEN ARE TAKEN" OR "THERE NO GOOD MEN OUT THERE AT ALL". I KNOW THERE GOOD MEN OUT THERE, WOMAN NEED TO TAKE THERE TIME WITH MEN. SOME WOMAN I KNOW BEEN SO HURT BY MEN THE STARTED DATING WOMEN. I DON'T CARE WHAT A MAN DO TO ME I WOULD NEVER TURN TO A WOMEN OR BECOME A LESBIAN.I KNOW WOMEN WHO DON'T DATE ANYMORE, THEY RATHER BE ALONE TO HURT OR EVER TRUST A MAN IN THERE LIFE AGAIN. THESE ARE THE REASON WHY I DON'T TRUST MEN LADIES.
THINK ABOUT IT,
BIG MAMA. GOOD NIGHT LADIES.
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